Destiny
Sometimes I feel like a hawk in the cage
I know this world wasn't made for me
I'm often moody my mind is strange
I've almost forgotten that all I see
is on the other side of mirror
is on the other side of mirror
The eternal fear of life and death
lies at the bottom of our minds
very deep hidden from the looks of bats
in that dead darkness
where the invisible sign
of despair and hope shines
of despair and hope shines
of despair and hope shines
I'm lookin' for the way to the memories bay
that I lost
when my boat had left the dream harbour
Is there any reason to
remember the events
that have strangely changed
the way of life
maybe the souls of people go to heaven
or into the dead darkness
where the invisible sign
of despair and hope shines
of despair and hope shines
of despair and hope shines
I'm lookin' for the way to the memories bay
that I lost
when my boat had left the dream harbour
Sometimes I feel like a hawk in the cage
I know this world wasn't made for me
I'm often moody my mind is strange
I've almost forgotten that all I see
is on the other side of mirror
is on the other side of mirror
is on the other side of mirror
Pilgrim
Movements in the dark
bright coloured lights around the temple
milions of sparks
dancing above the head of a pilgrim
The silent forest gloom
glowing track among the dark skylines of trees
the midnight blooms
ornamenting the entrance portal
And I saw myself there
under the rain of falling souls
but where is the faith, where ?
Which destroys the walls
Steps in the emptiness
voices whispering their meaning of life
life – madness
hope - pain
love - loneliness
innocence – fear
drugs - desire
war - death
Moment of understanding
mysterious power
gaining control of all images
found nothing
crying in the arms of eternal miracles
And I saw myself there
under the rain of falling souls
but where is the faith, where ?
Which destroys the walls
The waterfall of stars
lighting up the altar full of blood
the torn out hearts
beating on in the rhytm of heaven bells
The look of snake's eyes
frozen will to live even to die
days of truths and lies
decisions made by the fire of God's mind
And I saw myself there
under the rain of falling souls
but where is the faith, where ?
Which destroys the walls
And I saw myself there
under the rain of falling souls
but where is the faith, where ?
which destroys the walls
And I saw myself there
under the rain of falling souls
but where is the faith, where ?
Which opens all doors
Necessity
A weird evening's coming now
it's time to die
so look already round
everywhere there's only empty laughter
I heard the wind cry
it's long time ago
I wanted to break free
but everywhere there was
the devilish laughter
I'm like a fire, slowly snuffing out
I don't long for compassion
I've already lost the faith
The stupid faith in myself
I've been burning my boats
I don't want to be the one,
who understands the death
I'm not satisfied
My will is too weak
I don't manage to leave
'cause everywhere around me
there's my fear
I'm like a fire, slowly snuffing out
I don't long for compassion
I've already lost the faith
The stupid faith in myself
I've been burning my boats
I don't want to be the one,
who understands the death
Don't leave me my friends
in the other world
there will be no sun
everywhere there will be only darkness
I'm like a fire slowly snuffing out
I don't want to be the one
who understands the death
Excluded
Round-about above the bed
tempting voices go ahead
limited world is mad
like a fucking death
Excluded hero ... etc.
It's time to cry, when you tremble
It's time to enter into the temple
It's time to hate the unerring brains
It's time to deprive of the peaceful reins
Time to die ... etc.
Change of creed is vile deed
The eyes of spy want to lead
The barrel overgrowing with weed
that's your revenge which you need
Excluded hero ... etc.
It's time to cry, when you tremble
It's time to enter into the temple
It's time to hate the unerring brains
It's time to deprive of the peaceful reins
Nobody's perfect
I entreat you show me a genuine truth
It's time to cry, when you tremble
It's time to enter into the temple
It's time to hate the unerring brains
It's time to deprive of the peaceful reins
Time to die ...etc.
Screech Of Silence
Empty days and empty dreams
that's my life your nightmare
Loneliness and emptiness
are in my mind so don't be scared
Somewhere I heard the time is gone
All the world is just a stupid fun
The bad passion's killing the truth
With closed eyes to lay
and listen to the screech of silence
The cursed kingdom of the
wild desire is burning with white flame
Yesterday it was the sin
today life style - so what's next aim ?
Somewhere I heard the time is gone
All the world is just a stupid fun
The bad passion's killing the truth
With closed eyes to lay
and listen to the screech of silence
The charm of dreams
the only thing to live for
and what next ?
Take off the stars
and flush them to the lav
The moonlight won't warm up
the frozen blood
and the look of dependent eyes
won't break the bars
Just the image of a spirit's
roaming the dark recesses of personality
and is getting lost to infinity
where will shake hands
with the devil with wings
and than only eternity
darkness
unconsciousness
Hey, I'm a liar
Hey, your life's a dream
Hey, I'm not a savior
Hey, now I'm free,
yes, I'm free
Screech of silence is everywhere
Screech of silence is everywhere
Screech of silence is everywhere
Screech of silence is everywhere
Playground
Empty features
on the background of evolution
A delicate reluctance
in the insolent civilization
Light the bonfire of luck
and destroy your memories
If you had enough pluck
you'd open your eyes
and maybe you'd see brand new stories
Why the people die ?
Light the bonfire of luck
and forbid fragrance of flowers
If you had enough pluck
you'd open your eyes
and maybe you'd see ungrateful lovers
This playground is the reason
why you live here
This playground is the reason
why you stay
This playground is the reason
why you sick of fear
You want relapse into the sleep
and be six feet deep
that's all what you need
... so comfort me
Don't waste your time
and carve into the rock dog faces
Don't waste your time
when you can listen to the old voices
Don't waste your time
when you can listen to the old voices
gold voices ... etc.
Hey, you stupid man
I'm bloody monster
Drink my blood
and kiss my ass
Diamond lotion
Falling heavens
and the white cross in the window
crazy ravens
stroke immobile reflections of rainbow
Hide your pleasure
in a cigarette smoke
Every satisfaction
brings about a new hope
Hide your pleasure
- I know You hate self-regret
in the innocence shame
- I know You hate self-regret
A midnight angel
- I know You hate self-regret
brings about a new pain
Fuck the sound ... etc.
A diamond lotion
on the face of sneering sun
The shy obsession
holding tight his loaded gun
Fuck the sound ... etc.
Fuck the sound ... etc.
Harmony
To live and die
White gate into the black heart
Truth and lie
Chaste virgin changing into a slut
All's inviolable harmony
just ironic harmony
created from the unreal myth
and from eternal sham orgasm
Reality and dreams
The only wish to have closed eyes
Light and darkness
The ray brings about wry smiles
All's inviolable harmony
just ironic harmony
created from the unreal myth
and from eternal sham orgasm
Freedom and dependence
I don't want to have a million of friends
Fun and repentance
Black pearls fall into my hands
Time and emptiness
Neverending sea of starlines
Shards of trust in your eyes
imbibed all innocent lies
If you live in the memories
you are the mere child of dreams
you are the mere child of dreams
the child of dreams
Judge
This world is a black hole
and we all are inside
we try to live here
on this face of God
Next sin again
The endless sea of stars
is everywhere around us
and the drawned dead sun of time
is shining on our earth
Next sin again
Hey God, try to save us tear out the weed
only grass let grow destroy the dry seed
and kill the old birds
today or tomorrow
we are forever lost
We all are the madmen
but still believe and hope
that something will change our fates
and our dreams won't be destroyed
Next lie again
Hey God, try to save us tear out the weed
only grass let grow destroy the dry seed
and kill the old birds
today or tomorrow
we are forever lost
Every person can be a liar
but in the very last moment
You can say only a few words
I'm sorry, maybe you, you'll understand
Next lie again